MYMemoirs: Oh YunJae, WHAT're there to LOVE

MYReason(s):

1. Yunjae!loving equal the air that i breathe. That's why it's feel so suffocating now. The ordeal and stuff. I know.

2. Yunjae is LOVE.  

3. Because they (YunJae) rock my inner yaoi!spark, ignited them, and confused me with the norm i used to believing.

4. And make me a little bit understand more about things that sometimes out of our control, like the way i still couldnt agree 'totally' about homosexuality but 'completely' agree that love is never wrong.

5. Because they (YunJae) confused me more, i never felt the way i feel about them that at some point i thought i already feel in love.

6. And made me even more confused that people should fall in love with someone, not two people at a same time and doesnt refer to a threesome relationship.

7. See them make me happy and wish for all happiness they deserve.

8. They (YunJae) make me want to have them as my parents (bloody mental, i know), with yoosu as my brothers, and Min could be mine :)

9. they inspire me about true love. That love cant always fluffy, but learn to let go and being selfless.

10. They taught me love could be anything. Extreme opposites, conflicting, convey two opposite emotion at the same time.

11. They made me understand a little bit more why people can do crazy (and stupid) thing regarding their love for someone.

12. YunJae!fic made me realize there're great  (amateur) writers out there. That make me envy them because they're almost perfect and make me love the boys (YunJaeYooSuMin, not just YunJae) more and more and more and more and always more.

13. Through the YunJae!fic authors i know more about people and their reasons and dont feel too lonely because altough i didnt meet them in RL they might be facing the same fears as me (about all the things).

14. They make me feel too much.

15. They voice my thoughts and my fears and everything i cant point out myself.

16. if anything dont make better person, it's not their fault. i hold back my self. i'm not ready for things.

(originally written at 010511, credit pic: google.com)