HELLO PEOPLE (if there's any) !!!

 

welcome people...

i'm welcomin' you, i respect differences. not like this:

 

 bitter isnt it?

but life isnt about rainbows and butterflies

so maybe i'm not in the mood. absolutely not

 yeah, pretty much feeling that, bit melodramatic yeah?

 oh so sorry for the rude, but you welcome to read my  rants. really. that the purpose of this monstrosity

cute, isnt it? good for me to reduce bad mood

hoho. sebastian and cat. cutee

THAT CUTE SANDAL. WANT IT

oh my, sorry for the random

 i still imagining go to hogwarts. somehow.

okay no more random.

be happy. just like my oppa-deul said.

yeah

 g'bay for now. hope things gotta be alright soon

MYMemoirs: Oh YunJae, WHAT're there to LOVE

MYReason(s):

1. Yunjae!loving equal the air that i breathe. That's why it's feel so suffocating now. The ordeal and stuff. I know.

2. Yunjae is LOVE.  

3. Because they (YunJae) rock my inner yaoi!spark, ignited them, and confused me with the norm i used to believing.

4. And make me a little bit understand more about things that sometimes out of our control, like the way i still couldnt agree 'totally' about homosexuality but 'completely' agree that love is never wrong.

5. Because they (YunJae) confused me more, i never felt the way i feel about them that at some point i thought i already feel in love.

6. And made me even more confused that people should fall in love with someone, not two people at a same time and doesnt refer to a threesome relationship.

7. See them make me happy and wish for all happiness they deserve.

8. They (YunJae) make me want to have them as my parents (bloody mental, i know), with yoosu as my brothers, and Min could be mine :)

9. they inspire me about true love. That love cant always fluffy, but learn to let go and being selfless.

10. They taught me love could be anything. Extreme opposites, conflicting, convey two opposite emotion at the same time.

11. They made me understand a little bit more why people can do crazy (and stupid) thing regarding their love for someone.

12. YunJae!fic made me realize there're great  (amateur) writers out there. That make me envy them because they're almost perfect and make me love the boys (YunJaeYooSuMin, not just YunJae) more and more and more and more and always more.

13. Through the YunJae!fic authors i know more about people and their reasons and dont feel too lonely because altough i didnt meet them in RL they might be facing the same fears as me (about all the things).

14. They make me feel too much.

15. They voice my thoughts and my fears and everything i cant point out myself.

16. if anything dont make better person, it's not their fault. i hold back my self. i'm not ready for things.

(originally written at 010511, credit pic: google.com)

An Entry : The Voyage to the Red Ocean

{On the way}

today that's not so different from yesterday

haha, slow-paced me. my brain capacity, or the lack thereof, pretty much torturing me. sometimes i'm just tired being uni student. hhhaaaaaaaahhhhh.

(credit pic: www.weheartit.com)

hello people

the first entry of this blog: 

you may or may not already read a little about me on that left side of this page. and it's may or may not all that there's to know about me. i dont have much life to share with you guys, because i'm not that social. i dont really know what to write, for this journal came on a whim.

so maybe for the starter.

yummm...pancakes

make you drool, doesnt it? i like pancakes, and there are more varieties of it than i first thought. every  western (even asian) country has its own recipe and the way to cook it. it's also really really old food, even before the medieval period. you can read it here for the enormous pancake-y detail ;). 

we indonesian people has our own special recipe tough. apem and it's cousin serabi. apem original recipe come from india, called appam.

appams are bowl-shaped thin pancakes made from fermented rice flour. they derive their shape from the small Appachatti in which they are cooked. appam are fairly neutral in taste and mostly served with some spicy condiment or curry. These hoppers are made from a batter using rice, yeast, salt and a little sugar. After the mixture has stood for a couple of hours, it can be fried in the appachatti with a little oil. In south-central Kerala, it is mostly served with Kadala (Chickpea) curry mutton or vegetable stew or egg roast. they have many variation too.

the indonesian apem, 

not much different from the indian appam or western pancakes. you can make it from rice flour or wheat flour tough. the taste's not so different. it also has cultural meaning for javanesse moslem people, mostly in mid java. the ceremony called yaqowiyu/ saparan which people throwing apem and the one who got it   tourists have their own fascination with it. 

that really makes me hungry now. and to think i dont have breakfast yet. it's so random doesnt it, from pancakes to this. almost educational things. haha. i lost my mind. by the way, pictures' sources are from many sites, blogs, ofc. you know, google.

wish you already got satisfying meal....
bye